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Day 30 — Whatever tickles your fancy

My birthday in 2 days. I’m getting so old :(
/end of 30 days yay.

Day 29 — Hopes, dreams and plans for the next 365 days

1. God.
2. Help Mom.
3. Beat the crap out of my dad.
4. Boyfriend, always.
5. School again, nailing it.
6. Take pattern drafting course.
7. Take languages courses.
8. Take PHP/MySQL and Joomla (maybe), before Java and C/C++
9. Get a camera.
10. Get a part time job, if possible.
11. Setting up the biz.
12. Build a Tumblr mobile app lol.
13. Stick to my almost-vegetarian diet. Sorry, sushi is just too irresistable.
14. Get some make-up kit and learn how to put them on. O_o
15. Comics hunting; I lost the old ones in a fire.
16. Gym/yoga/pilates/boxing/whatever gotta keep fit.
17. Go surfing/diving.
18. Learn to drive again.
19. Learn to dirtbike/motocross.
20. Couchsurfing.
21. Volunteering, in any way possible.
22. Start giving a damn.
23. Be less anti-social.
24. Be happy and content.
25. Probably more but that will need 378593458 days.

Day 28 — This year, in great detail

This year is going too quickly, let’s just leave it at that. Mhm.

Day 27 — This month, in great detail

Do you seriously want me to write down details of the whole month? No? Thought so. Since I’m not gonna do that, I’ll just use this to vent. Please bear in mind that I don’t usually do this, as I don’t want people to dig into my life — It’s not like they give a shit anyway.

I don’t feel good. This morning I woke up feeling like crap — far from feeling like P. Diddy. Terrible sore throat and heavy head, I think I have flu. I know I have flu. I don’t wanna whine about it, but damn, my body feels like falling into pieces. I’ve been drinking hot tea with a spoonful of honey and freshly squeezed lime juice but they don’t seem to help so far. Oh well.

I have a lot in mind.

1. I have to post a prompt today for the other blog and I don’t really have any idea in mind. I’ll just browse through and see if I can come up with something.
2. I don’t get why people would reblog a picture of a piece of glazed donut instead of any other ‘complex’ pictures. It’s not a big deal, but really?
3. I’ve set up a blogspot account in case I wanna get rid of tumblr and its cliques. What is this, high school?
4. My dad is an asshole. He didn’t come home last night. I just hate it when my mom rubs it in my face. I know what he’s like, so why give a shit about him when he clearly doesn’t?
5. My boyfriend has joined the dark side; he has a tumblr. Follow his ass. He said he wants to participate with me and Megan Fox. Le gasp.
6. Somebody from the UK tried to hack into my facebook account this morning. Good luck with that, asshat.
7. Someone flooded my formspring inbox with unnecessary questions. No, I’m not gonna answer them, anon.
8. I have a handful of ‘followers’ now. I don’t wanna call them ‘followers’ since I’m not a cult, or Moses, but thank you. You guys can talk to me anytime, I don’t want to just sit and post pictures for you to like or reblog. Talk to me, tell me your name, anything.

Right. I need to lay down and be miserable. These incoherent paragraphs will self-destruct in 1, 2, 3….

Day 26 — Your week, in great detail

Kinda like this, times 7. Yes.

Day 25 — Your day, in great detail

It started off with a shocking death of a friend. She was only 21. She was a wonderful person, really fragile. She was such a kind, loving and God fearing young lady. She never missed Church. We loved her. I loved her. We were kind of close until I started to hang out with different crowd and eventually drifted myself off everyone. I couldn’t contain my sadness and regret. I hadn’t met her for so many years.

I spent the day crying, I swear my face was swollen; mainly for not saying goodbye and for not being able to even come to her funeral. I feel like a complete jackass. It got me thinking, like, seriously? Does it really need a death of a friend to nudge me back on giving a damn about everyone else? It’s just like a punch in the face of how bad of a person I’ve become. I’m so, so, distant from everyone. Perhaps it’s now time to break down God knows how many layers of thick brick walls I’ve surrounded myself with.

That is all.

Rest in peace, dearest. I hope you’ve found the answers for all the why’s you’ve been asking.

Day 24 — Whatever tickles your fancy

I’ll just skip this.

Day 22 — A website

http://www.rcrdlbl.com

RCRD LBL is an online record label that offers free downloaded MP3s every single day. They team up with other record labels to gain access to songs before they’re even released. :)

Day 21 — A recipe